ligthnferno

I have lost and i have gain, i am 24 and this last 4 years have been a game. I graduated in 08' and with a saying ''No drugs'' I lost my dad he died in summer of 06' and my sister moved to utah in August 06'. I flunked clases in college and i lost the guy i loved the most in my life. I felt inlove and felt out of love, i dated like crazy. I experienced true friendship and true betrayal. I saw new places and made new friends, and along the way lost communication with some of them. I conquer my fear of been alone, i conquer my fear of been attached. I made art in my body, i pierced my face and i undo all piercings but my art will nev

 Is 5:30 am in the morning and i can't sleep. Thinking about how was i when i was a child. I Remember my first day in a private school. I remember so much things , that you wouldn't believe and neither do i. I can feel my heartbeat, i can hear the sound of it. And while i lay in bed thinking about how many times i screw up, i just figure its part of life. Seen is not believing and i see was yet to come in the future tho' im not ready for it. I don't wanna have a normal life, i want it to be exciting like when we were kids..and made discoveries when we learned that dreams not always come true and that you can't get everything you want in lif

My friend got killed today , he is dead and no one will ever bring him back! He got shot by Fuckers! he dint do anything He dint deal with drugs, he just worked and studied Like i do!...He got brutally beaten and The Fuckers who set him up to spare their lives, could have stop it! just by calling us and telling us they wanted ramson But instead..they keep quiet They heard is moan and groans..how he cried and ask for mercy cause he din't knew what in the hell was going on! what was happening why was he been beaten to death and he was goin to get killed for!.. Instead those Fuckers at 1 am when the last call came in to ask for the money